Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Gift


The gentle whisper has been quite persistent in recent months. I listen, nod in agreement and in a shamefully short period of time slide right back to where I began. Still the whisper persists. I hear it in the voices of Ann, Lisa-Jo, Emily and a number of other much admired women. "Yes," my head says, but the stubborn heart refuses to be moved.

The gentle whisper increases in volume when it is filtered through the pages of scripture. I hear it in the most unlikely places. Reading through the Old Testament stories - walking through the wilderness with the Children of Israel - and it speaks so clearly I am brought to tears.

"Then Moses spoke again to Korah: 'Now listen, you Levites!. Does it seem insignificant to you that the God of Israel has chosen you from among all the community of Israel to be near Him so you can serve in the Lord's Tabernacle and stand before the people to minister to them? Korah, He has already given this special ministry to you and your fellow Levites. Are you now demanding the priesthood as well? The Lord is the one you and your followers are really revolting against! For who is Aaron that you are complaining about him?"
Numbers 16:8-11

Here I stand again, with those Children I used to shake my head in wonder over. How often have I compared myself to others and wished I could be more like them? How many times have I looked longingly at their gifts and wished they were mine? If I look deeply into my own heart I find those same seeds of discontent and longing.

And the voice of Moses carries down through the centuries and implores me to embrace the gift I have already been given and to be content to serve in the way that the Lord has chosen for me.

It is the season of giving. A beautifully wrapped package sits under the tree with my name on it. Will I open it or will I look around at the other beautiful gifts and wish I could have them too? This gift is mine, the one He chose especially for me. It will only have value if I open it, embrace it and then give it away.

He has special gifts for each one of us - gifts that are uniquely chosen just for you by the One who knit you together in your mother's womb and wrote your story before you ever drew one breath. Every gift is of equal value - for each of us is equally loved and cherished.

linking to Emily's imperfect prose:






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Blessings,
Linda

picture: my dear friend Mary's home all dress up for Christmas

14 comments:

  1. You are not alone, Linda. I have felt the same at times too. I think it is worse, you know - I think I often believe I am just not good enough. And I KNOW that God created the uniqueness of ME for a special reason - I am not them. I am me. I have to rejoice and revel in that fact. And do you know what the word verification is???????

    unich

    which I am reading as unique!

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  2. Oh, my dear friend, you have such an obvious gift - your writing, your thought processes than you put into words so well. You are blessed and you bless us. I often wish I had YOUR gift, and was thinking it just today before I read this.

    On that subject, come on over and read my "story telling" about Christmas music and me, if you have a minute or two!

    Your place looks lovely, BTW.

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  3. smiles...by the end you make me feel all warmed by the love that he gives...and the gifts chosen especially for us...in the first few chapters of glatians there are so many adjectives he has for us...i got there often to be reminded...

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  4. Great thoughts to focus on gifts...the real gifts...and giving them away (o:

    So I just wonder what you consider cold??? We were below zero....today was almost summer in the 30's at least. I never checked...I just went out and about to enjoy it.

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  5. THanks for the reminder :-)

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  6. Here's a kicker for you - I did my picture based on looking at what you did! I am trying to change to a new Cutest Blog on the Block, but I can't get it to work - it's been frustrating.

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  7. you are a gift to me, linda. thank you for this inspiring post. love you friend.

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  8. God has been reminding me also as I give myself a hard time this week. Thank you for being one of his messengers. :>)

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  9. good post...learning to live fully loved...knowing we are made in His love helps to keep the our eyes off what others have....
    Blessings to you as you live your gift well....

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  10. You are such a blessing to so many of us. Enjoy the gift of you! It's an especially lovely one.

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  11. Linda.
    I'm not sure who I am or where I fit or what if anything I'm doing.
    I can never decide which way to focus or not.
    But I do know that there is something profoundly important going on with all of this community. There is.
    Sometimes we don't get to see the how or when.

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  12. thank you for the prayers linda...all will be good...

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  13. Grateful for the unique gift that is YOU, Linda.

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